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  • IF I FORGET THEE

    Some time between March 1942

    and June 1943 a farmer –

    working a field beside the railway

    from Kracow to the extermination camp

    at Belzec – finds a manuscript. He guesses

    that it has been thrown from one of the trains,

    and, knowing who would be travelling

    in the cattle trucks, guesses that the language

    the manuscript is written in is Hebrew.

     

    There is a covering note in Polish:

    ‘Pious soul, this is a man’s life’s work.

    Give into good hands’. He keeps it hidden

    until the war is over. In June

    1945 he travels to Warsaw, through the chaos,

    thinking that if there were any Jews left

    in Poland they would be there – and he might

    find the good hands the stranger asked for.

     

    One of the few buildings still intact

    in the city is Hotel Polonia,

    where the British Embassy is based.

    The farmer waits in the busy foyer.

    Eventually he sees two young men

    who look Jewish, and approaches them.

     

    One of the men – Rafael Scharf – is a sergeant

    in the British Army’s Intelligence Corps.

    He was in Norway interviewing

    German POWs when he learned

    that his mother is still alive in Krakow.

    He is blagging his way across Northern Europe

    in a jeep to rescue her and has stopped

    at the Embassy for more petrol coupons.

    The other young man is an old school friend,

    returned from Palestine to search for

    any surviving family members.

     

    ‘You are Jews?’ the farmer asks in Polish.

    ‘Indeed we are!’ reply the two young men.

    He gives them the manuscript, pages

    in fading ink from an exercise book.

    They instantly recognise the writing.

    It is their Hebrew teacher’s, Ben-zion

    Rappaport: much respected, admired, loved.

     

    The book – its English title ‘Nature

    and Spirit’- is a collection of

    essays: Rappaport’s views on Hegel, Kant,

    Schopenhauer, scientific method, ethics,

    and religion. His two ex-students

    in time find a publisher in Israel.

     

    Scharf told the story: ‘The pity, horror

    and the irony of it all’. Though he was,

    like so many exiles, a remembrancer,

    he did not mention the farmer’s name.

     

     

     


    3 responses to “IF I FORGET THEE”


    1. John Huddart Avatar
      John Huddart

      A gripping story, and all praise to that unknown Polish farmer, who would have known what his country was forced to play host to.

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    3. Jeff Teasdale Avatar
      Jeff Teasdale

      Very poignant, David…that such fragments of chances can lead to so much…and thoughts on the millions of other ‘chances’ which remain undiscovered or lost forever. Similarly in the so-called ‘small boats’, just portrayed as indistinguishable men ‘of fighting age’ by the bigoted. Who knows what skills they could bring to this country?

      Like the story of two small brothers, the only survivors of a shipwreck off Anglesey and taken in by the local vicar. They had no idea where they had come from, nor what language they spoke, but he taught them Welsh. One of them, as he grew up, was seen to have an innate skill in mending broken bones, a skill he passed on to his children, and from that, in a direct line, apparently the Orthopaedic Hospital in Oswestry was later built.

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