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  • HARD LABOUR

    An ex-colleague, about whom I have heard nothing

    for thirty or forty years, has died

    quite recently from prostate cancer

    I have learned from a chance encounter

    with Miranda, a mutual acquaintance.

    Paul had been an able linguist, fluent

    in French and German, a charismatic

    teacher – and a very heavy drinker.

    The last I had heard of him he had gone

    to teach English in Isfahan, Iran –

    presumably a cold turkey cure

    in one of the world’s most beautiful cities.

    When he died he was living in Alvor,

    in the Algarve, under a pseudonym –

    Sebastien Melmotte – Miranda told me,

    though she could or would not tell me why

    but, chuckling, reminisced about Paul’s

    extensive repertoire of bad impressions.

     

    Later, a search on the internet told me

    that in the 1990s Paul had taught

    at a prestigious private girls’ school

    in Lagos, and had a large apartment

    in the city centre. At his trial

    it was alleged he lured street boys there

    and prostituted them – which he denied

    then, and subsequently. He was sentenced

    to twelve years hard labour, and served two

    in Kirikiri Prison near Lagos

    before being pardoned by the President

    and deported to the UK. For a time

    he lived in his late mother’s house in Widnes,

    which was opposite a primary school.

    The local press and the BBC found out.

    He was shouted at in the street, went out

    only after dark – then disappeared one day.

     

    I recalled Miranda’s parting remark.

    ‘I think, and so do others, that he was

    unjustly treated’. Did she mean he was

    innocent of the charges and/or

    should not have been accosted in Widnes?

    From memory, in the staffroom, the only

    environment in which I knew him,

    he seemed stolidly heterosexual,

    and was rumoured to be pursuing

    the mother of one of the pupils.

    But perhaps that was a front – and a high risk

    one at that. Maybe the risk was what

    really mattered – in Isfahan, Lagos?

    Do some of us deliberately chose

    a life of hard labour? I think he got

    irony. If so, ending his days

    in Alvor – a thirty-minute drive

    from the port of Lagos that gave its name

    to the Nigerian capital, and was

    the centre of the European slave trade,

    still preserving the purpose-built market

    where African slaves had been sold – might have

    made him a tad rueful.

     

     

     


    3 responses to “HARD LABOUR”


    1. Harvey Lillywhite Avatar
      Harvey Lillywhite

      A life turns in echoes—Isfahan, Lagos, Alvor—each place a verse in a poem of exile. Names like masks, ironies circling like slow birds over the past. The self is not one thing but a shifting sequence: teacher, prisoner, ghost. What is innocence but a word spoken into silence? The poem does not judge; it wavers in the shimmering heat of its own contemplation, where irony is neither knife nor shield but the air itself, heavy, unsparing.

    2. Catherine Reynolds Avatar
      Catherine Reynolds

      You raise the issue, between the lines, of how well do we really know people. Beyond the professional roles and responsibilities and the public face. In the interstices lies the essential self. Something often hidden from view, protected from prying eyes and enquiry. There to can be shame. Shame about identity and behaviour. An underbelly of complex emotions that dare not be revealed. Thank you for this, David. Exquisitely explored and observed. I am reminded, in conclusion, that at the Carnivale, in Venice, men wear masks over their masks.

    3. Alan Horne Avatar
      Alan Horne

      The poems are different this month, David. Almost like short stories. I like them a lot.

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